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happy fifteen, loser
24/12/2018 | 0 comment[s]

slowly i learn
to push away the thoughts
of blood and bleeding
or pills and pain
of tragedies to other people unseen

slowly i tell myself
ill be okay
maybe

i blow the candle
with the one wish root in my brain

slowly maybe
i learn to recover

drinking and drowning
slowly i fall back
maybe i cant

slowly maybe
im stuck after all

slowly i pull myself
back up
i learn to be happy
i learn to believe
i learn to love

my body destroyed
more and more each time

slowly maybe
i learn to put my head over the sun
i learn to pump the cloud

cheerful faces fall
slowly maybe i fall
back

but
slowly maybe
i learn to survive
and make it till 20

or maybe
i will never make it till 20

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